THIS IS NOT WHAT I WANT
Friday, February 17, 2012 | 1:22 AM | 0 comments
what date is today? 17th february 2012. yah, i honestly. i though today kita berbaik or what else. tak gaduh dah. but? ha ha ha ._. sama je k. no changes! ingat balik sch onl ada lah u im ke apa ke bout this day. hm, rupanya2 takdo. its ok. i still ca be patient. i dah semangat nak wish. see 1st pict tu? i make special for u of our 7months together. then, 2nd pict? its already broken. its broken same like my heart. because.. after i open ur twitter profile. i read all ur mention w 'Jannah' and last ur tweet 'Now 17h/b ? wow very intersting . i happy in my relationship ? lalallalala -.-' dont talking about it . i hope you happy lyna . bye' you know what i feel on that time? ugh! its very hurts ok. ya, im very stupid. make this card for u. but u? still hurting me on our day. then, i read ur im w ur friend. nahhh, 'dia mcm takde gf' then u answer her 'ada gf mcm takde'boy, it same like u blame me u know? u or me false? u yg bt i mcm tak wujud. mcm kita takde pape relay u tahu tak?! even kite tak tegur i tak ckp dkt others mcm tu tahu tak? lalala, im okay :') dont worry. eh cop! u kesah ke i ok ke tak? haha. tak kan? i dont mind about that. i baru ingat this day nak settle about us, about u. jealous? aha! jealous lah apa lah. dude, me dgn kawan2 me sama je mcm u dgn kawan2 k. yes, u should jealous. i know. i im dgn kawan2 i pun little manja. but... u should know that i also jealous tgk u dgn kawan2 u. but.. i diam ok :) sbb i tanak u rasa lain nnt. i dont mind. i take it +ve. i percaya u. so i tanak think -ve. but u? sbb jealous sampai tanak tegur i semua. hei! come on lah. im ur gf not ur friend! if anything lets slowtalk. bukannye mcm ni... masing2 diam je. lepastu nak sampai bila? dahlah tak text semua. nak biar our relay tergantung? that what u want is it? its ok. if tu u nak. i dont mind. it up to you. just wanna to remind u what ever happen. dont think much bout me. just study je k? u spm this year. if our relay tak sampai u spm i wish goodluck awal2 k? nah, im tired to type about this. wasting my time. i'm busy think bout u but u? still enjoy w ur friend. nanana, im ok. lyna ok. so, takecare Muhammad Adeeb Bin Jaafar. remember! i love you dear. i wait for u. im still believe u. so, dont make me dissapointed ya.